Archive for July, 2008
Every day more lymph fluid has been gathering in the mass because cancer cells are blocking the normal flow. The mass is now pressing on his hip…creating additional pain. But Dan’s mood remains calm. God is helping us both be calm most of the time.
I heard Dan singing in the shower this morning. He has hope that God will choose to heal him, and let us return to our home in Sfantu Gheorghe, (St. George) Romania. But for now, we are in Texas, and Dan has cancer.
Becky S. wrote today, “The task ahead of you is not as great as the POWER behind you.” And she gave us this Word from the Lord — “I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10 So, I say to you, our Beloveds who care enough to read this blog, “Be encouraged! We are all in the palm of God’s hand.” — Anne and Dan
We have made it through Day 1. The next treatment will be in 8 days. Things went well with Dan’s first chemo treatment this morning. He went in at 9:45 a.m., and left at 12:45. Dr. Anderson, the oncologist, told him that the cancer mass is not very large…but there is a large amount of lymph fluid collecting in the mass. Cancer cells are blocking lymph drainage.
It is hoped that chemo will decrease the fluid as well as the tumor. Today Dan received first a saline solution drip, then an anti-nausea solution. That was followed by a drip of Gemsar chemotherapy solution.
I will write more details later. But I wanted to get this out now so our friends in Europe can read it before they go to bed. Please, continue praying that the mass will shrink and that the fluid will drain well instead of building up inside the cancer mass. God is faithful. He never sends His children more than they can bear. — Anne and Dan
I hope you will find this as comforting as I did. Thank you, Vicki, for sending it to me today. Times are very challenging right now. Dan begins chemo in the morning. We needed this! — Anne and Dan
|by Max Lucado
“He will shield you with his wings. He will shelter you with his feathers.” (Psalm 91:4)
My college friends and I barely escaped a West Texas storm before it pummeled the park where we were spending a Saturday afternoon. As we were leaving, my buddy brought the car to a sudden stop and gestured to a tender sight on the ground. A mother bird sat exposed to the rain, her wing extended over her baby who had fallen out of the nest. The fierce storm prohibited her from returning to the tree, so she covered her child until the wind passed.
From how many winds is God protecting you? His wing, at this moment, shields you. A slanderous critic heading toward your desk is interrupted by a phone call. A burglar en route to your house has a flat tire. A drunk driver runs out of gas before your car passes his. God, your guardian, protects you from
“every trap” (Ps. 91:3);
“the fatal plague” (Ps. 91:3);
“the plague that stalks in darkness” (Ps. 91:6);
“the terrors of the night…the dangers of the day” (Ps. 91:5).
One translation boldly promises: “Nothing bad will happen to you” (Ps. 91:10 NCV).
“Then why does it?” someone erupts. “Explain my job transfer. Or the bum who called himself my dad. Or the death of our child.” If God is our guardian, why do bad things happen to us?
Have they? Have bad things really happened to you? You and God may have different definitions for the word bad.
God views your life the way you view a movie after you’ve read the book. When something bad happens, you feel the air sucked out of the theater. Everyone else gasps at the crisis on the screen. Not you. Why? You’ve read the book. You know how the good guy gets out of the tight spot. God views your life with the same confidence. He’s not only read your story…he wrote it. His perspective is different, and his purpose is clear.
God uses struggles to toughen our spiritual skin.
Consider it a sheer gift, friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. You know that under pressure, your faith-life is forced into the open and shows its true colors. So don’t try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you become mature and well-developed, not deficient in any way.(James 1:2–4)
Trust him. “But when I am afraid, I put my trust in you” (Ps. 56:3). Join with Isaiah, who resolved, “I will trust in him and not be afraid” (Isa. 12:2).
God is directing your steps and delighting in every detail of your life (Ps. 37:23–24). In fact, that’s his car pulling over to the side of the road. That’s God opening the door. And that’s you climbing into the passenger seat.
There now, don’t you feel safer knowing he is in control?
Can things really change so rapidly? Two weeks and two days ago, we were in our home in Romania looking at a bulge protruding from Dan’s lower abdomen. Terror struck my heart when I saw that large, hard mass. I knew, but I refused to say the C word. Five days later we were on a plane headed back to Dan’s doctors in the U.S.
It feels like we have been caught in a whirlwind starting with travel arrangements, then doctor appointments and a multitude of tests beginning the afternoon we landed at DFW. Dan has had blood work, C T Scan, two MRIs, and Venous Doppler Scan of his right leg. And CHEMO begins net Tuesday.
Our Christian friends here have helped keep us sane. Through them, God has provided all that we need. Phone calls, messages and visits from our sons, grandchildren, siblings and friends who live far away have lifted our spirits greatly.
The last two days have been a welcome interlude in the midst of all the struggle. Friday during the 3 hours we had the energy to be at Global Missions Forum, we were blessed to see Glenn Boyd, Dan’s beloved cousin, and Mladen whom we first met in Zagreb in 1973. To top it all off, Friday afternoon, Dan’s siblings all came to visit us! All our cares melted away immersed in their love.
Robert and Jo Ann Scruggs, in the midst of Jo Ann’s battle with lung cancer, reminded us that the way to make it through hard days of illness is found in Romans 12:12, “Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” Please, keep praying that God will shrink the mass, and heal whatever is causing it. -– Anne and Dan
Because he continues to have constant swelling in his right leg, Dan was sent for a Venus something to see if there is any deep vein problem causing the swelling. (That’s the leg where the sarcoma was.) There is no problem. However, the technician said, “While I have you here, I’m just going to take a look at the tumor. “Then he said, “There is a lot of fluid in that tumor!”
I called the oncologist’s assistant. She said she will tell the Dr. about it. Could it be that God is dissolving the tumor into liquid…or is this just a collection of trapped fluid that cannot go further? What we do know is that the muscle mass of the tumor is not as large as it was thought to be. That has got to be good news.
Today Dan had two MRIs – one for his leg; one for his pelvis. He had to lie perfectly still for about two hours…not an easy thing to do. We’re hoping to know what we are dealing with before they begin chemo. Please pray for Dan’s healing, and pray for Dan’s medical team that they do exactly what Dan needs.
Tonight God gave me this encouraging message from Matthew 8:27, when speaking about Jesus, the disciples said, “What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!” And, in Matt. 10:26 – 28, Jesus said, “Do not be afraid of the servants of Satan. There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known….Do not be afraid of those who kill the body, but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.” We are safe in Jesus. There is nothing to fear. — Anne and Dan